Friday, 8 December 2017

Hell Found Me Part 9 xx

Hello my little geeks!

Hope your well, make sure to wrap up warm this winter and look after yourselves! 

A while ago you may remember I wrote a story called Hell Found Me, basically I wrote more to it and I have part 9 here. 

I will link all the other parts below incase you wish to read them or you haven't read it yet :) don't worry they all open in new tabs, so you won't lose the link to this!  

Hope your all caught up now :) here is Part 9, let me know what you think of it in the comments below :) enjoy!

Anxiously I followed Doctor Mayfield into the room, as I step in, I take minute to look around and as I do I notice the room is actually more colourful than I expected.  Maybe the walls needed a paint job but generally I was very impressed as I felt this room was brighter than the rest of this monochrome hospital. The walls were bright red and blue with art hung on the walls that were exploding with colour and life. In the corner there was a desk piled high with paperwork and files and a computer in the middle, and a comfortable looking desk chair. Behind the desk is a massive bookshelf with old, ancient books that I am guessing are all about different mental health illnesses that I won’t have heard of. At the back of the room in the corner they’re some bean bags and a child’s doll house with dolls. I thought the dolls were a bit random but I just ignored it. In the middle of the room there was a couple of black sofas with colourful cushions with fancy calligraphy writing with inspirational quotes. In the middle of the two sofas is a plain black coffee table with a box of tissues, a file (I am guessing it’s mine as it’s rather skinny compared to the others on the desk probably because I am new), a note pad on a clipboard and an expensive looking fountain pen.

Doctor Mayfield confidently walked out and made herself comfortable on the sofa nearest to the notepad and file. Her legs were crossed, back upright and she put the notepad and file on her knee and started writing something, looks like she was already analysing and judging me before I even sit down or say a word.
“Hello Anna, let me explain to you first how therapy works, you have therapy once a day after school, we talk and work through your problems or just chat about anything that is bothering you. Once a week we have a family therapy session where your parents and siblings come in and we talk through everything and talk through your problems with your family..”
I interrupt her and nervously say “do we have to have my brother and sister there? Just I don’t want to stress them out and keep them out as much as I can, especially Aaron he is only 7.”
“Anna I appreciate you trying to protect them but I think it would be good for having them there and it would give them a chance if anything is bothering them they can use that as a free open space for them to talk. “
“well okay but can we at least do it on a Sunday? They have school and Saturday Aaron has football practice and Ella goes to her best friends to do homework.”
“yes Sunday works fine. As I was saying one a month you, me and the other doctors and nurses have a special meeting called a progress meeting to discuss how well you are doing and if anything with your medication or therapy needs  and the possibility of you going home one day. It’s going to be a long road of lots of therapy and medication but hopefully with you it won’t be more than a few months but we can review it at your progress meeting.”

The way today is going to work is we are going to talk about some goals and ideas you have. These will be realistic goals that we can set and write down with a little time scale of when we think we can achieve that by and we can work on how to achieve those each week until they can be crossed off the list. How does that sound?”
“Yeaah, okay I guess..” I spoke just a little bit louder then when I originally came in the room.
“That’s good, so Anna do you have any goals? Thinking of the top of your head as we can come up with more in tomorrow’s session.”
As I was getting more comfortable, I fidgeted and moved my legs so my left foot was under my right leg and my hands were now on my lap and I was fiddling with my thumbs, and I looked up and around the room a little more. “I would like to get out of here...” I mumbled
“I promise you one day you will but you only just got here so it might take some time.”
For the rest of the season we sat and talked about what had happened over the past few days and what I believed set it all off, which I explained how earlier in the week my parents told me about the divorce, how I was put in hospital, how I was transferred to here and how Isabel and Rebecca broke me out and I hid at Rebecca’s place and how after the police came searching for me I realised I couldn’t hid forever and Rebecca and Isabel could get in serious trouble for that I should do the right thing and hand myself in and accept my fate, and get help, and so Isabella and Rebecca don’t get into trouble as they protected me and I had to protect them.  She then told me how that was the right thing and very brave. Which made me feel abit better about being here. She then looked at the time and said “Thank you Anna, that was a very good first season but our time is up, it was nice to meet to me and she looks forward to working with me.” She got up and walked over to the piles of files on her desk and I figured that was my cue to leave.
I quietly got up, trying not to knock or bump into anything as I walked out the room as I am such a clutz and closed the door without making a sound. I then looked around and I was alone, I tried to remember how to get back to my room. I went down stairs and couldn’t remember which way but after a few wrong turns I found my room or at least room 39 which would be where I am staying while I am here.I got my key out, all the rooms have doors that only you and the nurses have a key to, and before got my key in the door flung open and I knew exactly who would be behind it, Isabel and Rebecca of course. Without saying a word to each other we hugged each other and collapsed onto my bed.  I am lucky it’s a Friday and they only have a half day at school as we are all girls boarding so they’re lots of boarders who have to go home for the weekends so half day gives them time to travel to their homes but since me, Becca and Izzy live within Leeds we live so close we don’t need to as we just travel and stay at home.
After a few minutes of giggling we got up and made ourselves up and got comfy.
“Don’t worry, Jamie has Mandy so I don’t have to be back until Mandy’s bedtime.”
“Yeah and I don’t have to be back anytime soon as James has a football practice and Tyler is at his friends for dinner tonight so I can stay out until whenever.”
“exactly so we are here for you for the day”
“you guys are the best! How is school going? Anyone noticed or questioned why I am not there?”
“not really, we told them you had a kidney infection and you were suck in hospital for a while.”
“Thanks at least that’s half true, that don’t have to know the real reason, have the school questioned it?”
“Well the school do know the real reason as your parents came in and explained it to the principal and I think a few of the teachers know but they haven’t said anything. Miss Nelson had word with us after class and she definitely knows she sends her best wishes and has promised to keep up the kidney infection story.” Miss Nelson is the art teacher and she is probably my favourite teacher she lets me and Becca and Izzy use her art room at lunch times if we don’t want to go outside or eat in the canteen and even lets us listen to music in her classes.
“Miss Nelson is awesome, and at least the school know and they are willing to not let the secret slip.”
“Oh yeah we brought your homework so you don’t fall behind with your studies,” Becca says pointing to a big pile of textbooks on my desk.
“Aww thanks guys your so thoughtful,” I say with a sarcastic tone in my voice and giggle.
“We can help you with it don’t worry, we can go through it with you and help you with anything you missed in class.”
I grab the books from my desk and as we get set up organising them we grab the maths books first might as well get the worst over with first.  I grab my laptop, so I can use the online revision website for school and Izzy and Becca get there laptops out. Even though we all have the same laptop we all have personalized them, I have youtube and harry potter stickers and Becca has a family photo, of her mum, dad and her and Mandy, that was taken just before the accident, along with pictures of me and Izzy and her even from when we were really young, and Izzy has flowers and clothes all collaged onto hers.  All very different but we all blend .Just as we are about to start there is a knock at the door anxious to see who it is I go over and open it.  I calmed down as I soon as I saw it was just Nathan.
“Hey I came to see how your first therapy session went?”
“it was actually thanks, Doctor Mayfield is quite scary though”
“She can be like that at first, don’t worry she gets less scary, I see you have company?” he said curiously looking at Izzy and Becca on the bed who were acting like they were studying and looking at their laptops but they were watching Nathan.
“Yes these are my two best friends Isabel, (Isabel looked up and chimed “Hey”) and Rebecca (Rebecca looked up and chimed “hey”), they are helping me with my homework catching me up on classes and making sure I don’t fall behind in school.”
“Hey, well judging by the amount of books on your bed I better leave you girls to your studies, I will come find you for dinner it’s served 5-7pm you girls are welcome to join, good luck with your homework.” He wondered off down the halls and I closed the door, and Izzy and Becca started to giggle.
“What are you two giggling at?”
“Who was that cute guy?” the giggled some more.
“That’s Nathan he is my friend also stuck in this crazy place, he is helping me find my way around, he gave me a tour and we watched some harry potter when I got super anxious as he loves harry potter too, and he is nice.” I said that while blushing slightly.
“oooooo sounds just your type and I think he likes you!” Becca teased.
“What?! Now that’s crazy, he is just being nice as I am new and he is helping me find my way around..”
“Sounds like you like him a little too?” Izzy teased.
“oh ssh” was that true I thought to myself. “ Now come on time for maths. What did I miss in class?” I said changing the subject.
“Quadratic equations.”
“What on earth are quadratic equations?” I said very confused.
“It took us a little while to get our heads around too, but it’s easy here let me show you” Becca said grabbing a textbook. Becca is the maths genius, my best subject is art and Izzy is the best at textiles, but when it comes to maths I definitely need Beccas help she is the top of the year in maths.
After a few hours of us studying I closed the text book and slammed my head the wall I still don’t understand?”
“Don’t worry you will get there I can help you.”
“of course you can maths is easy for you.”
“ well don’t worry you will get there. You wanna work on something else for abit?”
“yes please,” I looked at the books, “look art homework there is something I can actually do, It says  need to do a family tree, but where am I am going to find art supplies?  I had to leave most my stuff at home I only have a sketch book.”
“Don’t you have a school room here? Surely they have craft supplies in there?” Izzy suggested.
“Yeah I didn’t think about that, lets go find it.” We walked down the hallway towards Nathan’s room to ask him.
“Room 29 this is it,” I knocked on the door, he opened it “Hey Nathan, do you know where the school room is? I need to use some craft supplies for piece of art homework.”
“yeah let me show you,” he grabbed his key and closed his door behind him, “how did the homework go?” he asked curiously,
“Turns out I still suck at maths, and I still have no clue what quadratic equations are, you have a clue?”
“Nope sorry I suck at maths, my favourite subject is art.”
“Quadractic equations are easy,” Becca churrped in, “That’s crazy Nathan as Anna loves art too, right Anna?”
“yeah.” I mutter as I give Becca a jap in her side with my elbow as I can see what’s doing.

She takes the jab as a hint to change the subject from me and Nathan as he is just a friend and I have only known him a day.
Lucky for me Nathan seems to have got his phone out and has zoned out, texting someone.
“oh Anna I didn’t tell you there is gonna be Winter Formal. The theme is Under the stars, generic theme but still sounds fun! It’s December 14th, you think you will be out by then and want to come?
“definitely! And of course I am going to out by then I hope.”
“brilliant and maybe one weekend you can get a day pass out of here and come dress shopping with us?”
“I would love to Izzy but I don’t know how easy that will be. Especially after the great escape I don’t know if I will be allowed out.” I trail off.
“Don’t we will figure something out. We should totally go just us no dates! It will be so fun for a school dance.”
We all giggle. Nathan looks up from his phone and says “what you all laughing about? Am I missing out on something?”
“no we were just talking about the Winter formal its December 14th and I am hoping to be out by then so I can go and be a normal teenager who is not mentally insane!”
“I know what you mean” me and Nathan laugh. Izzy and Becca raise their eyebrows at me, I know they know I have a tiny crush on Nathan. 
Izzy buts in, “Sorry girls only though Nathan, no boys allowed!” she says like she is five years old.   
“whatever I am probably since gonna be locked up in here anyways….” He trails off.
We chat about the dance and dresses and shoes whilest Nathan goes back to texting. After a few minutes we soon arrive at the art room, and after unlocking it with the key we picked up on our way, we grab out a few supplies like paper, a couple of paints and sketching pencils.
Becca grabs the homework task sheet she brought with her. “so it says here we have to so a project about families like a family tree.”
“yeah coz I really want to an art project about families right now.”
“why?” Nathan innocently askes, I realise I hadn’t told him about the divorce or even why I am here yet.
“well earlier this week my parents announced they are getting a divorce, which is one reason I stuck here, in a way…” I trailed off not really wanting to talk about it.
“aww I am sorry Anna, families suck!” sounding like he has his own family drama to deal with.
“thanks, whatever lets get this done shall we?” after discussing ideas for a few minutes we set on the most generic of them all, making a paper tress and writing family member’s names under apples.

 A nurse walks in with a clipboard and shouts “checks” and writes something on her clipboard. She si curious about what we are doing in the art room since it’s not used much by the other patients and I explained about my school project and she nods and walks off, she does this a few tis while we are in the art room, I lose track of how many times exactly. After an hour of working on it was almost done, I just had to add the names in which I could do another day.

We looked at the clock and it was 6pm already and I knew Izzy and Becca would be having to go home. I started to tidy up and Nathan said “don’t worry I am going to stay in here abit longer and work on my own project don’t worry I will tidy up and lock up when I finished.”
“okay thanks Nathan.”
“We should be going, my mum is going to be waiting for me for dinner.”
“yeah and I need to help with Jamie putting Mandy to bed, she doesn’t sleep if I am not there. Sorry we have to leave I wish you could with..”
“I know me too, but I need to stay for now.” I put on a brave face mostly for them but also for me because I am too emotionally exhausted to cry anymore today.

“Come on I will walk you guys out,” I grab my family tree project, was going to say bye to Nathan but he has already zoned out with his headphones on and working on his project. 


well that was part 9, what did you think? I hope you liked it, let me know any feedback (all positive and nice please) in the comments below :) 

Don't I will finish this story soon I hope, I am so very attached to it, but I will move on from this story onto a new one soon, I have finish this first. Sorry to leave you hanging, I will post part 10 soon,  so click the follow button so you can get a notification for part 10. 

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Thanks for reading, see you next week!

Love you all lots! 

GeekyGirlOnline going offline xxxxxxxx

Thursday, 30 November 2017

Will I be doing Blogmas this year?

Hello my little geeks! 

Just a little update-

Recently I have been thinking about BLOGMAS (if you don't know what it is, every day of advent in the run up till christmas I would post something on my blog, whether it would be a blog post or a piece of photography.) 
 I did Blogmas last year and thoroughly enjoyed it but it took a lot of time. I don't think I have much time this year, I have a holiday coming up for most of December and will not be taking my laptop, as well because of my holiday I am messing a lot of college, so I have to keep up with my studies and make sure I don't fall behind and all update before I go away.  I don't think I will be able to do blogmas like last year, I have to keep up with my studies, and a lot of things happening in December. Sorry.

However I will still be doing a version of BLOGMAS! YAYAYAYAY!
Instead of posting on my blog every day I will be posting on my Instagram. INSTAMAS? No I like BLOGMAS. I will post a piece of photography, a picture from that day or a little video clip, and write a little about what I have been doing that day every day from tomorrow until the 24th December. 
How fun will that be? so make sure to follow me on Instagram @geekygirlonlineofficial

Will be back to normal schedule now :) 
Lots of love
GeekyGirlOnline going offline xxxx

Believe in yourself and you will be unstoppable xx

Tuesday, 28 November 2017

Happy 3rd Birthday GeekyGirl! x

This exact day 3 years ago, 18.11.14 I created my blog and uploaded my first blog post called Anxiety Advice. 

It's crazy to think I have been on the internet and sharing my life with you all for three years, it feels like I have always been blogging and sharing my life on my little corner of the internet, but I should remember I haven't always, but I wouldn't change sharing my life and my creativity on my blog.

Over the years has had a few different designs and styles but I think I have one that works with my blog and my ideas. 

I love my blog and I love writing and sharing my life and creativity in my corner of the internet with my fellow geeks, we have a very small community and ideally yes I would like a bit of a larger community as sometimes I feel my ideas and my story and my writing I work so hard on and put my heart and soul into so I would like more people to read and comment but out little community of geeks is a lovely one. 

What where some of your favourite and most memorable blog posts over the years and what would you like me to write next? Any ideas you have write them in the comments and I will get writing.

Happy third birthday my blog and my little geeks, :) 

Love you all

GeekyGirlOnline going offline xxxx

Wednesday, 22 November 2017

Life Update: Where have I been?

Help my little geeks! 

Hope your all well :)

I need to apologise for being absent from my blog for most of 2017 , I have horribly bad at blogging. A few reasons, I have been very busy this year, I am not sure where 2017 vanished to,  I blinked and it went from January to almost christmas.  I am so sorry at how terrible at updating my blog this year I have been I promise from now on I will do my very very best to upload every week I don't think I will stick to a specific day just I will upload photography on Sunday and upload something else at some point in the week whenever I have written it, but I will update and upload every week.

Since I have been so bad at updating my blog for so long, I figured why don't I do a life update for the year and go through what I have been up to each month up until now.


January was a busy month, I don't think any big happened just I was busy with college and seeing family. The only thing I specifically remember about January is I landed off my holiday New Years Day and I ended up being really ill, as I was ill on holiday for about the last week, I think I caught a virus but on the flight home it got worse, my throat was so painful I couldn't talk, I lost my voice, and  my ears were painful and felt blocked so I ended up spending the evening of New years Day, ,in urgent care in my local hospital, and luckily I was okay and it was just a ear nose and throat viral infection and they sent me home with some pain killers and steroids to help my throat ears open up and it worked and I was fine.  what a great start to the New Year though, ending up in urgent care, what a brilliant start to 2017.


February was better. I wasn't ill anymore, (YAY) I had gotten over the weird virus I caught on holiday. It wasn't a very special month, nothing big happened it came and went pretty fast, I remember spending time with family, and my dog's 12th birthday which we missed due to being busy  but we celebrated a week later and she got  a new bed for her birthday.  I was emotional over her birthday as I can't believe my little baby is 12 now, she is getting very old and this past year we have noticed a decline in her health, with atherics, liver issues, bladder issues, lumps all over, but don't worry she is fine and we have her on medication for all her issues, but I just love my little baby so much it got me emotional as she is old and I don't want her to keep getting old, I want her to stay the same way forever so I don't ever lose her, but she is old. She is okay though her is a picture of my little dog below she is very cute.

 I was going to write about each month separately but what I was planning to write for March, April, May and June are all pretty much the same so I put them into one as no point writing the same things more than once. March to June were plain months I don't remember anything significant about them I just remember spending a lot of the time in this months studying, doing coursework and spending time with family.


The summer holidays finally came around which I had been waiting for a long time to come around as I really needed a break from college. Summer was really nice to just have time to so whatever I wanted. July was my birthday (11th July) and I got some really nice gifts, spent lots of time with my family. July was a very relaxing month, which is just what I needed after the college year.


August for me was the biggest month of the year with some of my biggest achieved and happiest moments. August was the most fun month of the year and the month I really want to talk about. Two really big things happened in August:

Summer In The City 2017  If you don't know what SITC is, let me explain. Summer in the city of the UKs biggest youtube convention held in the Excel centre in London for one weekend every August, full of panels, meet and greets with you tubers, merch stands and lots and lots of amazing people. I got to meet some amazing friends at SITC and got to meet so many of my favourite you tubers. This was the best weekend ever and I am so glad I went and I cannot wait for it next year.

Here are some pictures from some of my highlights from SITC below. 


Some amazing Hopefuls I meet that I think are now lifelong friends. I had so much fun hanging out and meeting all these awesome people.

A Meet and Greet where I meet Jamie Jo and Tom Burns. Jamie is one of my favourite artists on youtube and Tom is her husband and is awesome, he has a channel as well and helps run SITC.

Beckie Jane Brown, who I meet at her Merch stand and she is so lovely and is probably my biggest inspiration as artist and a creator and is one of loveliest people I meet she took the time to meet me, and  was so genuine and she could tell I struggled with anxiety and she keep asking if I was okay. She is one of my favourites and it meant the world to me to be able to meet her.

Evan Edinger who I meet at his Merch stand, he was lovely.

Hannah Witton who is so lovely and just as she is on youtube very hyper, bit crazy but so sweet and very small. 

PeteJams who I meet and saw wondering around on Creator day. he chatted to me and my friend for a long time was so lovely. I also chatted to GaryC for a while with pete but I didn't get a picture with Gary, both lovely people who I am very grateful I got to meet and so thankful they took the time to meet and talk to me.

Jamie Jo panel where she did a live painting and a Q+A \(question and answer where sh takes questions from the audience. I asked a few and she was so sweet and nice and bless her she took longer and ran over and was so determined to finish the painting.

Daniel J Layton with Baking with layton live. this was such a funny panel. He had Hazel Hayes, Sammy Paul, and Chloe Dungate and manger Josh. This was the funniest panel I went to. I will insert a clip below of an example of how funny these guys are.

"What is Cress?"
*Video warning it has some swearing, and don't wear headphones as it's bad audio.*

The second biggest achievement I did. I cut my hair off. You may have seen on my Instagram if you follow me on there (@geekygirlonlienofficial go follow me if you want to know what I get up to when I am not blogging.) I cut 10 inches off my hair and donated it too the Little Princess Trust (the make wigs for children with cancer if you don't know them) and with this I had a JustGiving page for people to sponsor me and with that I managed to raise £161.20 for The Dyslexia Organisation. Dyslexia is a big cause for my heart, as you may know I am dyslexic myself, and I know I have been incredibly luckily as I have amazing supportive parents who have helped me anyway they can over the years and that they have been financially able to help me with all the support. I know I am lucky but I also know may people are not as lucky and can't even afford to be tested to know if they have dyslexia and I know that feeling, for years I thought I was just stupid "why was I trying so hard and getting bad grades? I thought to myself for years, but I am not stupid I am just dyslexic there is a big difference.  I am so happy and proud I could raise money for dyslexia and hopefully help someone.

Here are some pictures from me cutting my hair. I love it and I am so proud I did this.

My JusGiving page is still open even a few months after the big cut, if anyone still wishes to donate to the Dyslexia Organisation please do, any amount of money you can give will help someone.
link here


September was a fun month as well. I got to meet Carrie Hope Fletcher at her book signing. She is incredible  I have meet her 3 times now and every time she is the sweetest human in the world. She was so ill bless her, but she still put on a smile.

The same week I went to see her play Wednesday Adams in the Adams Family musical with my best friend thanks to my amazing parents who got me some tickets for my birthday. This was an amazing night and even more amazing show, Carrie's solo of Pulled was my favourite part. MY best friend had no idea who Carrie was before the show, but as it finished she said to me "she is incredibly talented I need to watch her videos" and now she loves Carrie. What a Result-slowly my best friend who isn't into youtube will be converted into a youtube geek like me.
September was a very fun month and I love Carrie and she was incredible as Wednesday Adams.


October was a quick month, I was so busy with coursework and seeing friends, I blinked it was gone. I had a week off college for half term which I definitely needed to rest college can be exhausting, early mornings, long days. October came and went and it wasn't a big month .

I think we are pretty much update on what I have been up to this year.

I am sorry for being bad at blogging but it's changing now I am back for good I am not going anywhere.

Thanks for reading
hope you all happy as me that I am back to blogging :)
leave any book recommendations in the comments below :)
tell me what have you been doing this year?
Love you all lots
GeekyGirlOnline going offline xxxx

Monday, 16 October 2017

Why I vanished from my blog?

Hello my little geeks!

Hope your all doing well.

You may have wondered where I vanished to well that is what I am going to explain. 

I first should just apologise to you for vanishing I am sorry.

A few reasons for me vanishing:

1. I don't have much writing time, the time I use to write I have 3-4 hour free periods at college everyday and I would use that to write. They changed the timetables so now I have lessons squished into whole days and the time I use to get to write I dont have, I  now have Mondays off college but Mondays are full of food shopping, tidying my room, taking my dog to the vets, just general chores and homework from college. 

As well my weekends are normally full of working, and horse riding and family time, so I never write on a weekend.

2. I have been putting writing off, as I have had trouble with coming up with good ideas, pressuring myself into wanting to make things perfect meaning I don't upload and then worrying that I left it too long since loading. 
Basically I needed to remind myself, if I am happy and proud then that's okay, I don't need to put pressure on myself as what I write might not be perfect and that's fine, I started this blog three years ago to upload creative writing, photography on to my little creative space and if people read it and like it great but if not then that's fine this is my little creative space on the internet and as long as I am proud of what I create that's all that matters. 

3. my anxiety hasn't been good but more about this in another blog post. 

4. Life is busy, like for point 1, I just don't have as much free time as I use to, even summer holiday was too busy to have writing time but I just need to get organised and find writing time. 

I am sorry this is very short, I just needed to update you all and let you all know I have not abandoned my blog.

Very sorry again for vanishing, I am back to my normal blogging schedule. YAY *party music*

Hope you all have a great week and see you next week for a very long blog post :)

If your still here after I vanished thank you for patience coming back :)

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Monday, 31 July 2017

The blogger tag xx

Hello my little geeks!

I was just catching up on some reading of my friends blogs and Sincerely Serena did the blogger tag linked here and I figured since I am a blogger (not professional but I count myself as that as if you think of nothing but blogging and writing from the moment you wake up to when you go to sleep and love it with a passion then your a blogger) and I have had this blog since November 28th 2014 which is almost three years, crazy, then I feel it's only right I should do the blogger tag! I haven't been tagged by anyone but I thought it would be fun, so here is my answers to the blogger tag:

1. How long have you been blogging and why did you start? 

As I said above, I started my blog on 28th November 2014 which is now close to three years ago. 
I started blogging because I wanted a space of my own where I could be creative and could share my stories and baking and anything else I just needed a creative space where I could be just me.

2. Is this current blog your first blog? 

Yes this is the same blog, I have thought about making another over the years but I just love my little blog too much to ever make another.

3. What would you categorize your blog as?

This is hard, and to be honest I don't think I can categorize my blog as I have done so much over the years that I don't fit into a category, I have done photography, short stories, baking recipes, get ready with me lifestyle based things, diary blog posts, thoughts and ramblings, I have done so much that I can't put my blog in a category my blog is it's own kind of unique special original category just like me.

4. Is your blog still the same kind of blog as when you started?

Yes and No. Worst answer ever I know, let me explain, well yes as I am still GeekyGirlOnline and I like writing some of the same things that I did when I started and I basically the same but no as I think change is sometimes good as I like changing the design of blog every now and then and trying to write new types of blog posts. I hope that explains my worst answer ever.

5. Top 3 things about being a blogger

being able to have my own creative space to write what I wish.

The control to be creative at my own will.

A place where I can write and share and store memories and be able to look back at old posts when I fell nostalgic

6. Worst 3 things about being a blogger

explaining to friends and family and people who don't understand what a blog is, what a blog actually is,
when you have explained to them what a blog is they then think your abit odd and weird.

trying to write in noisy house as you still live with your parents.

7.  What is your favourite type of post to write?

It's between three:

Baking recipes as I have loved baking since I was little and I love creating amazing delicious treats and letting my friends and family help me eat those delicious treats and telling me what a brillaint baker I am.

Life updates/diary posts as I love telling you what I am up to and telling you fun things about what I get up to in my life.

short stories as I have loved writing short stories ever since I could write and now I have my little blog to share them so you can all read them.

8. Whats the hardest post you have ever written and published? 

Hardest post I have actually published was my anxiety advice as That was really hard for me to talk about especially since it was my first ever blog post so I was not only extremely anxious about revealing my anxiety secrets and talking about something very personal to me but also because I was uploading my first ever blog post and I didn't know if people would like my blog or if people would be mean but luckily everyone was very nice.

My other very hard blog post is my dyslexia blog post which I haven't published yet as I am still in the writing progress but that is extremely hard as I am talking about my dyslexia and things I don't normally like to talk about and things I have only revealed to my family and my best friends as they were upsetting and stressful and dyslexia is very tricky. Not just hard because it's very personal but also as I am writing alot of facts so I want get get all the facts right as well.
I haven't published this yet but when it's written I will upload it so you can read all about my dyslexia.

Thats the tag I now tag :

My best friend Olivia who's blog is GreenBee please go check her blog out and show your support as she is a very good writer and such an amazing human being!
She is pretty new to the blogging world and it might be a fun post for her, she is very busy at the moment but when she gets a chance I will remind her and it will be up on her blog hopefully.

dont forget to leave any book recommendations in the comments as I am always looking for new thing to read :)

random question of the day if you had one super power what would it be and why? tell me in the comments it will be fun :) I would have the power to read minds as I would love what everyone is thinking.
leave your answer in the comments :)

Thank you for reading

Love you all

See you next week

GeekyGirlOnline going offline xxxxx